>>40737418
I'm a traumatized bi dude who can't feel attracted to IRL women because i was so heavily emotionally abused my mother i find it hard to even find female faces appealing. Also i'm scared of women and very intensely attracted to men so functionally im gay but i don't think i really am

Because i really like boobs and pussy and cellulitic phat curves... i just don't like women faces... so somehow that caused me to really have an intense fetish for fat furry men

>Cry for help thread to garner sympathy for something unspecific and never replying to anyone in the thread award
I hope it's you kysing yourself

>>81895605
>incel suffering is nothing
This hell never ends.

I lost a month of progress with just one week of dengue fever

>be me
>27yo dude, work retail hell at local store
>coworker is Janet, 24yo single mom, absolute smokeshow but life’s kicking her ass
>she’s got a 2yo son, Liam, cute kid but wild af
>Janet always stressed, baby daddy dipped before kid was born, works two jobs, barely makes rent
>feel bad, she’s sweet but life’s a fucking meat grinder for her
>offer to babysit Liam sometimes to help her out
>she’s hesitant but desperate, agrees
>first time babysitting, Liam’s a tornado
>spills juice, screams, throws toys, the works
>but idk, kid’s got these big eyes, starts calling me “bwo” (bro lmao)
>teach him to fist bump, he’s obsessed
>start babysitting regular, like 2-3 times a week when Janet is pulling night shifts
>me and Liam become bros, watch Bluey, build shitty lego towers, he falls asleep on my shoulder sometimes
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>Janet's life is rough as fuck
>always tired, bags under her eyes, still hot tho
>caught her crying in the break room once, said she’s scared she’s failing Liam
>tell her she’s doing her best, kid’s happy, she hugs me, awkward but nice
>start feeling like a dad to Liam, weirdly natural
>he draws me a picture, just scribbles but says it’s “bwo and me”
>almost cry like a little bitch
>last week, Liam says “wuv you bwo” when I tuck him in
>mfw I’m catching feels for a toddler and his mom
>mfw I’m just the babysitter but this shit’s getting real
>Janet started smiling more, even flirts a bit, but I’m too pussy to make a move
>don’t wanna fuck up what we got, Liam’s too good for that

What do anons? Keep playing "dad" or shoot my shot with Janet? Her life’s a mess but she’s hot as fuck

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