>>536811193
she already lived her life
in red ash she was like that because the corruption was literally killing her, and she didn't want the rest of the squad to kill her
the wolf has to die at the bottom of the well, remember?
in chapter 26 she said she would like to stay but that would take rapi's life in the process
is not suicidal, it's more like knowing that being alive for her in that moment is wrong
If only there was a way to bring her back without rapi's body...