>>520566621
I started watching exclusive lesbian porn because it felt too cucked watching a guy fuck a woman. It seemed logical. The effects of it though are eventually extremely negative. I started watching stuff where it would be like REALLY hot Russian chicks gangbanging each other with massive dildos and at SOME POINT in time, a thought entered my mind.
>I wish I could be one of those chicks but with my real dick going to town on them too
Now I'm an older Millenial so there is NO CHANCE I would ever pass or be cute in any way shape or form as a troon but if I started watching internet porn at 10 and already built up to desires like this, I could see myself considering it.
All that being said, I was also subjected to EXTREME abuse as a child by my mother basically all throughout my childhood after she divorced my dad at 3 years old until basically I was pubescent enough to be able to beat my own mom's ass. I've been a HUGE perv my whole life and extremely sadomasochistic. So those things I'm sure factor into it.