Day 65 checking in.
My brain has tried all kinds of tricks and now it's trying to convince me that I've already relapsed so I might as well relapse.
It's circular logic but it's somewhat convincing because the last couple days, while not as shitty as the day 7 - 21 part, have felt really similar to back when I was gooning.
Like constantly angry, tense, afraid.
But I have been retaining and no wet dreams, so it's all in my head.