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>assimilated
if only, i still feel myself an isolated pariah

>I like how they rounded off the sharp edges
i rounded off those edges, with much work. still, it has netted me no benefit, were i not stuck having to play politics with my more emotionally-oriented pieces i could be doing so much more

i nerf myself, stifle my own ambition and it is difficult not to want to fight myself over it. conventional reasoning still ultimately triumphs; my ambitions are still too aimless to have real leverage, yet

https://youtu.be/6uG1E-UOhQg