>>82319109
>I don't leave my house anywhere besides work
I know that feel! I worked for 5 months doing some simple menial labour, mostly packaging packages. It was still very tiring and anxiety-inducing as I kept messing up orders or not using enough tape so they would break up mid-delivery.
I didn't even put on proper shoes. I put on my crocs, got into my father's car, he drove me to my workplace, I worked in them 8 hours, then got back in the car and went home to cry myself to sleep. That was, basically, my entire life. Tha's why I am a neet. What's the point of all that suffering? Empty life with little satisfaction, some dull pleasures, completely not worth it.

...how did you get and how do you maintain a job?

>>82159376
Hmmm. I used to have obsessive thoughts a lot more. But the older I get, the better I am at managing them. I purposfully repress anxious and depressive thoughts. I refuse to think about the future, I refuse to think about purpose, I try to live in the moment and do what is right, not what is expedient. I think thinking hampers me, it stops me from acting, from doing anything productive, even from discovering new video games and other media.

Anyway, what I try to do right now is restart my life. I signed up for a course about operating construction machines, I shall sign up for therapy too, my mom will give me her old car. I hope work and therapy either help me find people to talk to (unlikely) or at least give me the self-esteem to seek out people, cause right now I don't even have social media, I dont use discord or facebook or whatever people use, because I am ashamed and because I don't have any way to relate to people.
What's your plan? It's important to work towards something to improve your life, even if its for nothing