How are you guys doing on with your goals this year? It might be too early but even now as I reflect I am very happy with what I've grown in or gotten to do so far. I think my biggest accomplishment was getting a top surgery revision (but I do need another, sadly), the most fun was seeing my first concert with a group of friends, and I think I have a job after pseudo neeting since this time in 2022, though I have to call to ask if I'm not mistaken.
Trying a new antipsychotic for my treatment resistant schizoaffective from this week on. I'm concerned about the weight gain but genetic testing didn't elucidate much and there are only 3 things left I can really try. I dunno how to offset the weight gain associated with Zyprexa/Olanzapine. It feels like I never lose weight unless I eat an unhealthily low amount of calories but I'd hate to lose hair. Maybe metformin is the move but I have to ask my general doc.

The following is probably too heavy for this thread so feel free to not read it, but I tried to kill myself in a fit of psychosis and mania and it almost worked and it is so weird because I do everything in my control to improve my life and I and my therapist and friends are proud of my progress so its so crazy that I can just lose all touch and do that like being possessed by a demon even though the real me is doing fine