I've been a friendless loser since middle school. If I can't make at least one genuine friend or at least get a gf at uni I don't think I'd see a point in living anymore. I think it's over after uni still being a loser with no friends.
I'm so behind in life robros, I feel so tired. Living the next 60 years of my life sitting on a computer and playing games and jacking off alone in my room in my free time with no hope of forming genuine connection does not sound appealing.