>>82328331
Yeah, and it's never good for me. I have kept a journal for many years, and I also have saved pretty much everything I ever wrote for any class in school on my computer. I shouldn't look at it because it's usually a sad reminder that I haven't actually changed all that much over the years. Yeah, I'm a lot older now, but I'm still sad and lonely. I can find journal entries from years ago that are near identical to ones I've written in the last month. It feels like I'm just going in circles all the time. The only silver lining is that I have been very consistent, and I guess I could say that I've always been true to myself, even though it might've been better to just fake being someone else at times.