Oooohh OP~ Can you come back and tell me that i'm right? that my deductions were spot on? That such a thing was easily possible for a great detective like myselllfff? OP? Hmm? a fat little depressed femboy like yourself, no, i think you might've lost weight or been thin at one point and realized that it wasn't enough to make you comfortable, so you let yourself rot and fester until you broke, at 25, wanting to become a "hrt femboy" because you don't think taking estrogen makes you a woman, and you can't accept that you are one, wanting to embrace the feminine yet wanting to keep that distance "just in case things get really bad for trannies", that your depression, too, is representative of this.

I bet you're only not on E right now, despite being a self described femboy, because you're too cowardly to admit these feelings of self identification to any real medical professional, too. You wont work up the courage because you're afraid that they'll tell you that you're a woman, or worse, that they'll reject you for not expressing that desire to be a woman. And guess what? You know for a fact that only "trannies" buy DIY estrogen from all those sites that are juuuuuuust too much effort for you to go to the length to purchase from, which forever leaves you in this limbo, wanting, but being unable to grasp it for yourself, making these threads and blaming your depression without realizing it's dysphoria, being unable to see what being a woman truly is, and being unable to believe in Magic.


This level of reasoning is possible for a great detective like myself, what do you think, everyone?