The only thing to focus on is each other. Look into my eyes. I love you, only you. We both made mistakes. I'm so sorry for the mistakes I've made, my heart has always been yours and I reacted out of being hurt. I accept you, all of you. No one else's words and influence can change that of each other. Do not listen to those that attempts to take us from each other and stray us from the path with each other.

Maria, I still think about our last conversation

"You have to wait for me"
I love you Maria with all my heart and I will wait as long as you need
"I love you too. That makes me feel at ease"
"I promise it will be Mike and Maria at the beach someday"

I can still see the way you last looked at me and told me you love me more. I hear your voice, and I see the truth in your eyes when you said it.

"You're the only thing that matters now, it's been like that for so long. Nothing will ever change that."

"Mike, I love you, remember that."

"I'm only yours Mike, I love only you"

"I'll always love you and care about you, no matter what. You mean so much. You complete me, I complete you."

"You're the only home I have free of judgment and anything that will upset me, I'm crying because I need you, this argument is temporary, but I'll always have that empty part needing you. I'm your home too. You are perfect. I love you more"

"I know I feel both with you and I can dwell in both love and lust, we will fuck each other's brains out and then care for each other, Spend so much time."

"Everything is perfect with you, dream good dreams, I can't wait."

"My Mike"

I still feel you with me, Your head on my chest, your arm and leg draped over me, your breathing calm and steady with mine. I feel you tremble and moan against me in pleasure, your skin against my skin. I move your hair from your eyes as you say these things to me again.

Maria, I love you with all my heart, always

Which I could easily be proven wrong. Things could be just as they were before and I'm being pushed to close the door by the catfish piece of shit.

It makes sense for him in desperation to start making threads to push me

I'm going to leave it as it is and stay with what I know, who I know. And allow her to show up for me.