>"Do you ever feel like the good decision is the wrong decision? A decision can take you higher, it can take you lower. Is it worth it? Sometimes it's hard to know what the right decision is. Maybe the right decision is to provide some content, cause some drama - and get the benefit. But at the same time something inside myself tells me it's not a good idea. Maybe that's cowardly of me. I do believe in animal brain, but a side of me is telling me it's not the right decision. Do you see this painting? These women are ugly, they are haggish. Very few people are going to find them attractive - and it will be hard for them to live in our society without feeling any guilt for how they look. To you: the audience, they are unsure. They are unconfident. Yet. they are brave enough to be painted like this. They know they are unflattering to look at but they pose themselves to be painted. there is bravery here that some can't comprehend. From this angle, she looks at me and I know, she is unsure of herself. She knows that she is not someone who looks attractive. Yet here she is. They are unsure of themselves, maybe they think they are making the wrong decision, perhaps they are regretting being in that painting, but they are there. They are braving through insecurities they have - to be here. And they are art. You know, I remember when Jimmy was first here. He said if I have a face like that I would be sad too. Obviously, they are sad, they aren't attractive, their social state is arguably lower. Yet, there's a certain bravery to be here that's not often displayed. And they made art, and now they look awkward, nervous. Not good at all. Sometimes our animal brain tells us something that our normal brain can't manage, maybe - I would get further with some Oliver dollars, maybe I could save myself? But, bullying Greg. It doesn't feel right in my heart. I KNOW. It's the game, it's nothing personal. but it feels bad, it doesn't feel right. It makes me feel bad."