why do I always feel like I am losing a person? I just can't help myself, even a little bit of behaviour change makes me go crazy. I always check their online status and stalk them like crazy to see if they are doing something "behind my back" while not talking to me. and I always return to previous chats to see if i said something bad or i bored them when they aren't responding in time or their latest respond felt off. and i am 100% sure that i don't say anything bad to people and bore them as they show signs of not being bored of me. when they aren't speaking to me and i have no idea where they are, i just freak out and anxiety starts to eat me from the inside. i feel like they are going to block me or stop talking to me to talk some other people. i don't wanna be abandoned or get my place filled with someone else. i don't know how to deal with these feelings. i don't want to meet with new people because of this because if i like that other person, this fucking shit happens. and when it happens my life just gets so much fucking worse that i can't d thiso anything else but to think about it. you might think that this problem only happens with people I'm romantically interested with but no, I feel this way about almost anyone I think dearly of apart from family.

sorry for the jumbled text I just wanted to vent.

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