>>82408314
OP puts it decently well but women are just very different biological systems with completely different behavior patterns and ways of living than men. Most men get trapped by a relationship out of wanting to fill the physical and emotional void but to a true high test autist it is intolerable. This is coming from a guy who, after a six month relationship with a girl who was far deviated from the norm, went on a 4 month semen retention streak and broke the bounds of desire and was able to see and feel this completely clearly