This guy was picking up a delivery order at where I work and he was like a really handsome guy and when I handed his order to him he winked at me for some reason and it lowkey made my heart skip a beat.

Today I cuddled with a girl for 2 hours in a platonic way. If felt nice but also wrong. I mean, someone like me cuddling with a girl? impossible. and yet it was so.

I don't like myself at all lol