>>82888679
> i want to take out my gay frustration on a femboy. i hate all my gay thoughts

I feel this man. Hope you can figure it out.

> i think the post nut clarity would make me kill myself.

I didnt feel that. I just wanted to punch him to death for making me want him and I would see my dad in my head calling me fag, but then i realized that was dumb. Im just into small cute guys that are feminine. Its ok. Not hurting anyone.

>>82888713
>After they suck the demons out of you they give you so much love

It does feel like this

>>82888795
>i literally have to fight the urge to jerk off to femboys when i'm horny. i swear i'm not gay. the gay propaganda here is finally starting to break me down.

Believe it or not I dont even watch femboy porn. I did but I stopped when I got with him.

>i'm gonna end up marrying the first person that shows me any form of kindness.

Hope you find someone

>>82888810
> That was his soul saying "get the fuck out of there. What you're doing is wrong". >But he kept doing it over and over and now he desensitized to just how disgusting his lifestyle is.

Thats what I thought but why are there guys who are just born gay? Like wanting to suck off dudes as a kid. Maybe its more genetic.

>>82888833
>seduced

Yes the girly cloth and him liking everything I did made it crazy hard not to want him.