>>719714735
>She gives you her reasoning pretty clearly though
Her reasoning is retarded. She tells you the powers are of demonic origin and that you'll probably die if you keep using them. Who gives a fuck? Those demonic powers are the only thing standing between mortals and total annihilation because the gods quite literally can't physically help mortals in their struggle versus the demons.
May I remind you that pic related is LITERALLY what happens if your commander doesn't use those "horrible" demonic powers to save the world? It gives you a monthly break down of how fast the world will fall if the worldwound isn't closed
From a narrative standpoint, there's no reason to give up your powers. You have no guarantee that you'll still be able to fight demigods and demon lords if you become a normal mortal again. And if you can't, you've stupidly doomed the world to sate the ego of a retarded goddess