>>40675861
lol

He seems to get really exercised when you suggest he is responsible for acting on his attractions. Or, more accurately, fascinations.

Putting his brothers curious decision and the astronomical statistical unlikelihood of having a troon seeking nutjob in the same family without a connection, I wonder if he is out to his mother.

And I can see why the idea of responsibility bothers him. Consider: hes a 38 year old unmarried man who seems socially naive about everything and couldnt afford a family if he wanted. He pegs his manhood, not to stalking women the way he stalks gaygen every night, but to other men being in a dress, who he deems menthol himself, but only when they reject him.

And here he is, gaydead, single and staring down the barrel of a future where his family and the culture he knew is slipping away. He cant be a kissless manchild forever. Its all going away and he is powerless and clueless to stop it. Its just too late.

And theres only one person responsible, and he doesnt want to confront it. And he has no idea how to adapt to this new forced adulthood. Worst of all, he worries about becoming me. Except he senses I know what he doesnt and he cant win my approval, and it drives him mad.