>>12505495
no thank you
i dont give my schizo genes to the next genration

>>12492792
you sure coplain a lot for being a "man"
thats woman behaviour

i just want to cuddle

I can manifest random stuff easily, food, money, pussy, all that. But when it comes to manifesting my dream girlfriend that I want to spend the rest of my life with, i freeze up. I start obsessing and do everything I know I shouldn't be doing, checking reality, doubting the process, feeling like i'm pretending or larping. i want to believe, i really do, but deep down i feel like i'm lying to myself.

i've tried SATS, affirmations, inner conversations, and trying to get into the living in the end state. but this one desire just brings up all my inner resistance. i'm impatient, i start looking for proof constantly, and i end up back in the same state of "where is she?"

is it because i want it too badly? how do i stop being in this loop and actually enter the state of already having her?

you could have saved me...

Your fortune: ｷﾀ━━━━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━━━━ !!!!

>>12321925
haha this