>>41014315
day 23. This is my longest streak ive ever been on. Am I going through a flatline because even though i get 8 hours of sleep every night and eat healthy and workout, i feel tired as hell all the time. Also i dont have that many urges at all, which is good but also makes me worried for my hormones

Its not all bad though because for the first time in years Im starting to actually like doing other things outside of instant gratification. Drawing feels genuinely fun to do now. I also feel like doing this has made my skin and eyebags a bit better in a way. I’m getting a lot of looks from girls but i cant tell if they think im attractive or if theyre looking at me in the same way people stare at disabled people. Ive also had some random interactions with girls but ive been ignored by women for so long that i cant tell if theyre doing the thing they sometimes do and are just trying to mess around with the ugly guy