>>938707607
I'm on the cocksucking side of an arrangement like this. Me and my best friend started experimenting with each other in middle school, as we hit puberty. Quickly became apparent that I was really into dick, but he wasn't. So over time it just kinda turned into me servicing him whenever he was horny and needed to cum.

I used to be annoyed at how one-sided it was, and held out hope that maybe one day he'd warm up and want to be more intimate. I mean, if anyone else ever knew how much he lets me blow him, they'd assume he was a closet case. But once he started dating girls, I realized it wasn't that he was repressed or anything... he just legit wasn't attracted to guys. So even though I've swallowed literally gallons of the guy's cum over the years, there really is no doubt in my mine that he's straight.

>be bicurious
>but not actually sure if I'm really into guys
>live in a shitty conservative small town
>there are no openly gay dudes around for me to try experimenting with
>close friend of my suddenly comes out of the closet to me and admits he's gay
>he's a good-looking twink, but I'd never really let myself think about him in a sexual way
>but now that I know he's gay, I keep having intrusive fantasies about fucking his brains out
>not sure if he's interested in me at all though
>I think I've caught him checking me out but it could just be in my head
>worried that I'm gonna ruin my friendship with him if I try to start shit with him but he's not interested
>also worried it might mess things up between us if he is interested, but I turn out to not be as into guys as I thought

Should I just go for it, try to make a move on him or what? Anyone have experience with a similar situation?