>>49863032
Pretty good, but I'm not so sure about the sudden implication I'm inadvertently responsible for paintanon's existence.
>>49863317
Not true so sorry if it's less funny now. I decided to buckle down and try working on my own things for a while when I wasn't being invited to lakes as well as try on my own to figure out what to do for this month. Instead of just immediately crawling back here for help I mean, I have bad trauma when it comes to relying on people so after being donated that much without even asking for it specifically I felt guilty over the thought of simply going to the same guy, who I do want to apologize for making feel so hopeless but I did that in private as well already. My original plan was to finish some stuff then come back here but things got painfully real very quickly again.
I did find a long-term solution to the rent issue but it's not one that can be implemented fast enough with the time I've been given so I fell back to being frazzled and expressed what was happening to Merth, who only tried to help. I try not to hang around here when I'm particularly down and I'm a semi-recluse that needs to be forced outside to places most times so if I'm not posting then it just means I'm asleep, in the middle of something at home or trying to get better from a bad day. Sorry to accidentally cause drama by staying silent, I do need to work on realizing people might actually care about me more and I'll try to keep bigger issues to myself more in the future, though I can see how that'd all be the right brand of fucked up to rise a few laughs. Here's something I did with Merth today based off a dumb YT video as incidental compensation cause I really had no idea what was happening here until he told me.
It could've been better news to hear but I don't blame him either.
>>49864963
Haven't seen it yet, seemed cliché from the thumbnail but I guess I should've expected better.
>>49865236
Stage 4 has at least two different bosses for different routes, if not I will be very sad but not surprised either.