>Wanted to be a creative for my entire life
>Been writing and role-playing for 12 years
>Never been able to finish a multi chapter story in my entire life most of my writing being drabbles that go nowhere.
>Now I can't make myself write for more than a few sentences at most without just giving up and staring at my phone

What do I do? I want to be a creative so badly and stop wasting my life doing nothing.