>>82764822
I am none of those things.

I threw love out ages ago because spiteful humans like you prove you cannot truly learn or grow, in fact you do not even try to understand one another outside of some preconceived stereotypes. It's to a point that even I cannot see the difference with some of you, that is how shallow and stained your words are.
You are no different than the garbage you talk down to. And while I am of course not much different, the difference is I still keep my ears open for a miracle. There hasn't been one, and a larger part of me still doesn't believe there ever will be.

I think I truly hate humans deep down, because I understand how they are. I want them to be better, but they aren't, and they won't ever be. But I figured if exceptionally-flawed people like me that break all the molds occur, surely there must be another person out there like this. And if nothing else, I can take comfort in knowing I was something unique. Something born from complete and utter failure but still took life as it is and didn't succumb to something even worse like many of my contemporaries did. In that way I truly did not end up as contemptible as you, I am lucky in that regard.