oh thats right i had something really important to tell her this thread:
Bitty,
I truly care about and love you, I think about you every single day since the first day I saw you.
I'm so sorry for how I've behaved in that time. all the stupid things I've done and said. All the "crashouts" and "meltdowns".
I'm sorry i wasn't a healthier person when you met me (online). I want to get there some day.
I tell myself you still care inside, and I do my tarot rituals to feel better and look for answers and pray, and still think about you everyday.
Any mean thing I've said to you came from a place of deep insecurity. You didn't deserve it and I do regret it very much.
You still inspire me to do better even after all this. You are a light in this world, and you are my angel. Ilu very much please always be good to yourself.
love,
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