does any1 wana be my gf

i am incel but i feel like if i had a gf i would be an abusive bf. i don't really like talking everyday to someone so
most of the time she would be prob getting left on read and i'd ideally only want to talk to her when i want to just
fuck and cum in her but even i think id just outright rape her since i'd see her as mine.

i have thoughts from time to time about what i'd do if i came back from a long shift and seeing my gf asleep and
most of the time its just fucking her sleeping body. ideally, if i ever had a gf i would only treat her like a sex
object and i think it would lead to a break up when she realises that.
i do have a feeling i would probably beat her if she pissed me off too like if i wanted to access her phone and she
says no i wouldn't respect her boundary and just punch her in the stomach and take what i need. also a big thing
would be to know her phone password so i can check it even if she is unattending her phone. i want her to live in
a nightmare situation and i want to be her hell on earth.

so in short, id probably be the shittiest bf and very distant but only close when i just want me needs fulfilled. oh and
if she wants to break up before i do then i would make sure to have one last round of using her body even if it
requires force.

any other anons feel this way?

s4s should be a blue board like kona-chan's hair.