>>538103595
i care. i'm also at the meetup! so feel free to send me a /tell, my brain could use a good melting. too many thoughts in there anyway.
>>538103608
i was like this once. i mean, i still struggle with comparing myself to others, hell it's affected some of my friendships even recently, so i can't really offer much advice with that one. what i CAN tell you is that the only way to stop leaning so hard on one friend in your situation is to make more friends, even one or two. and that's tough! and it sucks, especially when you're so attached to one person in particular. it'll be better for both of you if you can make another friend or two, though. just remember that it takes time, it's not gonna happen overnight.