I kind of just love these idol girls as they are y'know? The guys itt that moan about people need to gain weight or do this or change that.... There's plenty that aren't to my taste but I don't cry about it, I love these idols for the people they are, and their looks are just a part of that. Everyone from skinny flat girls to marshmallow cuties... They're all lovely.
I've ascended past the sexual desires in a way. If I were alone in a room with any of my followed idols, I would be horny sure but I'd be thinking more than anything about drinking in her presence, talking with her, professing my adoration, and just getting to hold her once. Is that so wrong? I think /jp/ needs to embrace this sort of mindset more.