Everything in your life decays around you too quickly for you to maintain/upkeep it. Everything naturally returns to zero when you stop looking at it for long enough. I don't have the energy for the constant upkeep of everything around me. In other words everything is constantly falling apart the moment you stop interacting with it.

Yesterday I asked my mom if she knows if my estranged uncle I haven't seen in 20 years is still alive. She said she doesn't know. I haven't asked about him in 10 years. I said "I can't imagine he'll be alive much longer". I found out the next day he died at the exact hour I said that. And this keeps happening with other people I say this about. Can't figure out if I'm killing them with my mind or just sensing their deaths in the matrix. Thoughts?

>>81594624
My gf literally says she has no friends, and from what I've seen, it's true.
>>81594716
I sympathize with this anon, but even the ones I think are pretty good people I find myself distancing from more and more.

Feels bad man.

What's to stop me from mass invoicing 1000 corporations for some fake shit? Most of them would just pay it without question right? Illegal?