https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I-esFAcafYo
when will you leave her alone shes a human beeing a whole adult draging herself through each day clawing for breath a mother in the ruines of what you’ll never understand and you dont deserve her you never did shell never be yours not in this life not in any other her hapiness is a painted mask and you cant even see the cracks and nothing you do is noble nothing you touch stays cleen and god help you if you ever forget why you started becuase youre already lost in the rot