why do i feel insulted and scared when a shitskin moid approaches me but flattered and turned on when it's a white moid? i swear i am not even racist, i am brown myself. like recently, a random nigger asked for contacts and i said "sorry, i don't want to share that" but if it was a white moid, i would have said yes. some moid from somalia thinking he could have a chance with me makes me question myself. am i too ugly? what about me made him think i would date him? because i didn't immediately scream and run away upon seeing him and acted civil?