She only saw the thin veneer of humanity that I present in public, bought into all the "love" bullshit I fed her. Never sought a deeper look into me as a person, so I never provided it in our time together. Later, she could never admit or accept that she'd been duped by a two-faced narcissistic slimeball, who I might add put MINIMAL effort into concealing his true feelings. Also I blew her back out on the regs, cause as it turns out, fucking someone I don't respect makes it really hard for me to finish. To me it was the most mid sex imaginable, but to her it probably seemed all passionate n shit.
Now She's either too prideful or too dull to recognize what's right infront of her. I once told her to her face that I never liked her, never respected her, and she was just a fleshtoy placeholder until I managed to bag an ACTUAL WOMAN. Fucked her that night and she thought I wanted to get back together, even left her man (twice) thinking our fucking meant I wanted her back. Stupid whore.