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... control. I also could keep a zip-tie on the trigger to make an improvised granade to toss. Still not a good idea. Yeah, Snoop (?? maybe 'Snup') is a good dog, I would still bought him clear across the yard, haha. The more I think and talk to people about it, I am almost sure I should go with the twelve. Save up a few more hundred dollars, and get the [hard to read, says 'fo' or 'ao'] 'S'. I can't fucking wait. | I also fucking sick of these niggas, man. Need these faggots out of my apartment. How dare you touch the music complaining about being flustered (?? unsure, says 'flosterd'), bitch! I am driving! Shut the hell up talking about flustered. Aby, when you get even a little upset, you turn into an insufferable, grade-A bitch to everyone else with zero apology for your behaviour. It puts me in a very uncomfortable position. You are so unpredictable I just don't want to talk to you. One minute you are whining and upset, the next you are happy and acting like nothing was wrong. I am still hurt and uneasy and you just get away with it because you were "just really tired and flustered".