Is there something more scary than nightclub fire? Imagine yourself solo-travelling, just being in wrong place in wrong time, then next minute you are awfully burned laying suffering on the street, dying very painful and very slow death, thousands of kilometers from family or anyone who speaks your language, totally dependent on awful healthcare of shithole country you are in. It's totally random, no fault of your own, it still happens from time to time and hundreds of people can be injured (great pain) in one such fire.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Colectiv_nightclub_fire
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Croma%C3%B1%C3%B3n_nightclub_fire - almost 1500 innocent people injured and in great suffering...
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ko%C4%8Dani_nightclub_fire - 2025, Macedonia is well known cheap solo-traveller destination...
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Santika_Club_fire - Bangkok NYE nightclub fire - scary especially for me , because i spend last year in BKK 4-floors nightclub with people tightly pressed in corridors - roof exit blocked etc.
How close i was from potential tragedy? How close you were from such tragedy, what do you think?

you know what man, i've had enough of this shit.
havent had a good relationship with parents ever, half my family is estranged.
i havent had friends for 5 years, and havent had a best friend ever. ive had a girlfriend in the past, but i was never honest with her.
i was viciously bullied in childhood

i think i've finally had enough, man, ive been thinking about it daily for nearly a decade now, and it hasn't gotten better, ever.

'just get therapy' - i cant afford that shit, and if i could, how would having it documented help me?
'just talk to someone' - there is no someone
'just go to clubs' - i've fucking given up, man

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>feather - sabrina carpenter