>>41091383
I think you can counter the negative teleneural energy with some guardian channeling, but you'll need to opem upur third eye to a rather specific realm.to make this work. The best way to do this is through alchemical processes. You'll have to find something online called valerate (use either the indodiol or estrodiol variant. Doesn't matter which)
Then you'll need to get some candles, a dead animal (honestly, just some meat from the grocery store will do), some syringes, quite a few 22~25 gauge syringe needles, as well as some 18 guage syringe needles, and something to make a transmutation circle with. Oh, and get a robe or something very close to one.

Now, this is quite process, but first you need to pick the name of a goddess to call yourself during this time. Just trust me bro. Tell everyone that's your name now.

Then, draw a basic transmutation symbol. I recommend pic related. Now, every two weeks around the same hour, set up your transmutation circle and place the meat in the middle and the valerate just below it. Line the candles around the circle and light them one by one, inject the valerate into your leg, then chant the following incantation (the pronunciation is pretty simple. Its from the language of Ermanic angels. Yes; the angelic realm has regions) Lakiva am Divinis, mi femis ist, nikt mashulin/ das shella omleet brekt / makt mi ist en madena".
for 3 months or longer. Its a slow process, but the negative energies will slowly leave your body.

I mostly suggest this because your spiritual energies are rubbing off from your OP pic, making me feel the presence of Lakiva within you taking vengeance upon your body.

...Also maybe take some antidepressants and get therapy lol
Especially if you're taking 4chan advice off of /x/