>be me
>21 mtf, 5’11, 20 ish months on and off hrt, bi but only really dated girls up to this point
>been working through my depression, have had issues getting hormones in the past which ruined my mental health
>finally got a stable supply for the first time in a while, feel able to properly work on myself
>after a while I start to see noticeable differences in my body
>feel like I want to improve still so start working out
>also cycle to and from work 4 times a week, a lot of it uphill so also good for cardio
>my ass practically doubles in size
>so big that it actually adds to the illusion of having wide hips, especially when sitting down
>combined with upper body work and hormones I’m now really happy with my physique
>like pretty lean and toned, but also quite feminine
>start taking more pictures of myself because I actually feel attractive for the first time
>also take some spicy stuff as well
>finally feel super comfortable with my body, to the point where looking at photos of myself actually turns me on
>decide to redownload grindr now that im more confident in myself
>generally looking for other trans girls to hang out with
>use some of my more suggestive pictures in my profile
>lowkey forgot how much of a cesspool that app could be
>mostly chasers and awful people, but some pretty trans girls too
>one profile catches my eye
>says she’s ‘looking for someone to be used’
>I appreciate the blunt honesty, shoot a message asking if she would be interested
>I like the idea of taking a subby role but that felt almost impossible in past relationships
>we talk for a while, I send some spicy photos
>she says I look gorgeous and very fuckable
>lowkey blushing really hard
>arrange to meet up, she tells me to bring a toy with me to prepare myself for her cock
>finally meet in person and she is absolutely gorgeous
>has irresistible piercing blue eyes and blond hair, also very upfront and intense
>really makes me fall into my subby role