>>281628965
I never had much hope but i fell deeper then i thought I would
I was always not gonna turn out well but things went bad still
I want to say I know what you mean but maybe it is a different thing
i had hope i was magically gonna be saved i guess maybe
like a girl transferring in like in anime and being with me
but i will die alone most probably i allready knew early but some things you dont want to believe
no magic good ending in this world atleast, maybe there is more after
or maybe that is the last sad fantasy of a worthless life
one can hope