>Age: 30
>Current belief/religion: Sexual Tantra
>Past beliefs/religions: Atheism, then New Age practices
>Length spent in each:
>Atheism about 10 years
>New Age about 4 years
>Tantra about 6 years

Happiness: Shared.

>Testimony:
I discovered Sexual Tantra at the age of 24. Very quickly, I wanted to explore sexuality as an energy, a force beyond the body. Sometimes, to last several hours and enter a state of total concentration, I used certain drugs like GHB and stimulants that allowed me to remain present and awake.
I remember a particularly intense night with a partner: we were alone, but somehow open to the entire universe. It was as if our bodies were no longer separate, and there were no boundaries between us. Every breath, every gaze seemed synchronized with something greater. At times, I felt as if I were stepping outside myself, as if I were observing the fusion of two consciousnesses from the outside. It was ecstatic, but also deeply exhausting. After these experiences, I often felt a void, as if returning to reality required time to re-ground.
Today, I continue to explore this path. It has taught me much about patience, body awareness, and the power of sexual energy. But it doesn't always bring simple happiness; there is an intensity that fascinates as much as it exhausts.
>https://youtu.be/YQM7DKi11ho?