ok i’m no longer fixated on only having a life with you or death pls talk to me again i miss you still painfully im fine with no love ever i just want talk again and i promise no more drama pleaseeeee

i’m sorry for spiraling and being crazy and any hurt that may have caused. im sorry for unadding you ever and i understand how much it hurts and am readding everyone i removed during low moments. im sorry for talking about my problems too much and im sorry for potentially invasive questions. i do not want to know the rest of my life without knowing you please readd me. i will genuinely do anything.

that’s not my prayer. i thank god for everyone and i pray people have peace and can rest well. i pray people are safe. i pray i am calm and can have a clear mind to make good decisions, and help others.