the worst thing about being suicidal as a tranny is knowing that if anyone bothered to notice my death they would invariably think i did it BECAUSE i'm a tranny - be that for malicious [kek 41 posts troonjak] reasons or misplaced allyship [transphobia is killing people!!] ones - and not for the 500 other more important reasons my life is a fucking washout
like, being cis would not help that much in my case. my failures are manifold and they are MY failures!!