Big fan of Mertens

There's a professional ballet dancer at church I just met. She's about 22, uniquely beautiful, mild mannered and laughs at my dumb jokes. I'm 34, been divorced, unemployed, awaiting trial and very likely will be killed for being outspoken about my beliefs soon. So 50/50 she's my next wife and I can finally have children or I am dead before I get the chance. Despite my ex wife leaving me emotionally raw, I still find myself having to remind myself that day dreaming about a picturesque and happy future is as unhealthy as reminiscing about the past. Tomorrow is unknown and this thread has helped me to imagine her feet are probably jacked up at least. Which is something I suppose. What else can I say? I've been through the worst of it with my ex-wife and even still I'm such a retard that I STILL have fairytale dreams about a lovely wife and a happy family one day, but things don't look so good on that front, but also everything can change in an instant. So, nothing means anything. But wow, she's beautiful.

can you recommend books to me?

>>520568379
chudette a cute

>>19087043
but they smell so nice and they're fun to touch

>>515207731
BASED BASED BASED

>>512747811
Today was a good day

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>>512092180
pay your taxes or get ass raped by niggers in prison

>>510764957
>Israel could care less what USians think
Wrong
We care about our shit more, naturally
Especially when the news are 'YOU ARE ABOUT TO DIE NIGGER! HOLOCAUST IS NOW!' 24/7... but we do care
We just think you're fat, stupid, crazy, pill popping and slightly without class isall
Also learning a second language wouldn't kill you