>>938420941
yeah idk its all a bit deep for me. i definitely felt like i had to compete a bit for my moms attention as a kid, meanwhile she used me for a bit of male attention especially since i was so willing to give it to her but i couldnt give her the sexual attention she craved for obvious reasons so she went out looking for men who could. she also didnt really feel like she treated me like a mom should treat their son but rather like an older girl talking to a younger boy, like more as a friend than a parent probably because she was so young when she had me. sometimes it felt like she didnt use me for sexual attention not because i was her son but because i was too young, almost like an "oh youre so cute if you were older id let you fuck me" kinda attitude, or at least thats how it felt like to me she for sure didnt actually feel that way.
picrel gf when her hair was colored.