I really just hope a piano falls on me when im walking down the street. I only do what I'm "supposed" to because I'm here by happenstance and I'm too pussy to do anything about it, plus that's just rude to the people that have to pay ro clean me up. I just want something to happen by accident so it's "less tragic" on those around me. while on the other side I hope to die in a violent assault or being buried alive, so in the final moments I could actually find out what it's like to want to live. Sorry for the blog, I should go to bed. Got work tomorrow.