>>82163988
Pt2

2020, it got really bad. Working from home, new job(still in Japan).
Why shouldn't I drink everyday? I can wake up at 9-10am, fall out of bed, do whatever. If need be, I can take a nap in bed mid-day.
The anons I met up with, they moved on, connections gone.

My liver is probably long gone. Gaijins "have" to have health checkups, had pains in the area for a few years, but the test numbers while not deathly, are not good.
I sort of understand at this point that money and time are easily no problem for me. I have things that I want to do, and know how to work towards, but I just lounge and waste away.

Still drinking heavy everyday, even when I say to myself "I'll use this week of leave to quit".
I sit at almost 4am on a Wednesday morning, sipping down.