>>2836507
I traveled the Baja peninsula with a 45 year old Canadian mom (as a 23 year old homeless virgin with a 4x4 SUV and $4500 in the bank). We slept separately but together in the back of my SUV. She was easygoing and pleasant to talk to. She had a house-sitting gig for some absent Australians who owned a house in El Pescadero, and they were cool with me hanging around the place for a few days. We would sip tequila and watch the sun set into the ocean from the rooftop terrace. She didn't wear makeup and was a bit weathered, but still MILF material in my eyes. Her expat friend circle was full of colorful characters who accepted me as I was. But as always, I got bored of loafing around in one place after a few days and hit the road for some solo exploration.

Anons like you will use any excuse to justify your do-nothing stance on life, and dissuade others from doing anything as well. To put it bluntly, you're chickenshit. Your instinctual response to any awkward social situation is to run away, but this habit is immensely destructive to your self-confidence.