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I know I am not a woman, but I definitely don't feel like a man. Sorry for bad handwriting, I am a passanger in a car. I really like my outfit. I look pretty, smart and modest. I think I want to wear something (?) pretty like this for my shooting. Maybe I can make my own custom tactical and comfy and cute outfit! I hate my face, I hate when I see (? hard to read) it. I don't want to be seen. I really want the ballistic face shield (??). That thing is the perfect embodiment of how I want to appear. Scary, blank (?), dark, uncaring void. That's me. Maybe if I don't want to buy all that armor, I can get a similar, not bulletproof mask. I really think this is what I want to do. I think...