>>516570454
Brother, you live in Latvia. Worry not about what some bimbo does and do something worthwhile for you community. The more you compare youself to some worthless whore who is soul-dead, the worse it's going to get for you.
>>516571306
What skills do you have, fren? What are your passions? What do you enjoy? Do not say shitposting. Comparing money does not do well for your soul. When I say "git gud," it's not a means to put you down, but a legitimate thing to say as you have nothing. That's fine. Focus on yourself and what you can do. Go to the gym and lift until you can look in the mirror and say, "I look great."
Pretty privilege is real, so learn how to compete. It starts with you self-improving and building something that you can enjoy or learn from a master. Just go out there and talk to people. It's not easy, but survival dictates you have to try.