and out of that, $45 booked today. not great but not terrible, about what the groceries cost me (re: my mom) as well. better than a stick in the eye as my dad would say. tough day for the indices but i'm holding some winners, green day for me. gonna take a nap, wanna be fresh for lifting. gonna squat for the first time in i dunno how long. don't wanna say what weight because it's not much, but my legs look incredible right now anyways because of all the cardio i'm doing, might post a pic.
sending you love and prayers babe. want nothing more for us to heal and mend. i remember well all the times you were sweet and kind to me and i want that back very badly. trust me more, resent me less, enjoy life and be happy. love you.