i cried so much today i wish i got a kiss on the forehead every day i cant take it anymore

>>40700115
hey friends, I need some advice. What do you do when your breast have grown to a size where hoodies aren't hiding them anymore? My ugly ass cone tits pop through all of my clothes.

what am I going to waste my time on now that YouTube is gone?

>tranny tubers? GONE
>Tranny tips and passing tutorials? GONE
>all of my playlist? FUCKING GONE

Do I actually have to dust off my guitar and drawing tablet, and watch pirated anime as a replacement and do something productive??? That doesn't sound too bad honestly, I'm actually very excited.

>ASL
18 / mtf; hon / cdmx :^)
>letter(s)
bi / weird girlboy thing larping as nonbinary cope irl troon
>primary interest
avant fashion (vetements, rick, prototypes) music (my favs are 2012 hype williams+gtbsg+kanye leaks, but i really like just about everything cool), art (in a r mutt residents way), vidya (r6 siege, tf2, bo2) and recently getting a lot into kino (my favs so far are la haine and its such a beautiful day)
>other interests and hobbies
philosophy (deleuze, stirner, sartre), anthropology and sociology (although now im pretty dumb due to teenage alcholism), magick, urban culture, dnd.
>looking for
Cool, long lasting friendships, yap seshes, mutual encouragement, someone that rants me about their likes and raza 2 go out around CDMX and have loads of fun while making core memories together :3
>not looking for
sexual stuff, videochats, chasers and mean stuff
>tag
disc: boimoder
https://www.last.fm/user/aethrae

today i will uh
uhhh
uhhhhhh

>>81788253
your teeth still let you have soda? lole...

i should definitely see a doctor but uhh
you see the thing is i dont really care

loneliness, drinking, deeper loneliness, more drinking, numbness, hopelessness