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Should I still continue doing my computer science degree as an American? I'll probably graduate in 2029 but I'm afraid that 4 years from now my degree will be useless and all the jobs will be taken over by jeets and AI.
3-4 years ago I accepted that I have gender dysphoria but I'll have to rep for the rest of my life. It hasn't gotten better or gone away at all. Actually, I don't even feel like I am real most days, I feel like my life has been a very long dream which is going to end soon.

I sort of autopilot through life and need a better way to cope before I die from the sheer dullness. I am a woman, and coping by being in a relationship or by having a lot of sex and being attracted to my own female body is not an option because I am very uninterested in dating and sex as a female. Generally I don't socialise much outside of necessary work/college things and spend most of my time dissociating and distracting myself online, I don't feel many incentives to change that even though it'd probably make repping easier, I'm not good at getting along with people. Reppers, how do you cope when transition isn't an option? Is there even a point in delaying suicide if it seems inevitable?
>literally believing any so-called "journalism" you read online.
I am done believing, I literally have to see things with my own eyes now to believe it. The whole world is a fucking sham and everyone is paid off
good game mariner bros. if it had to be someone, I'm glad it was you.
>>33534388
Because the entire internet is fucked and this festering shithole is the best it can offer. That's fucking why.
>>127172298
It's not just the music, anon. TV is shit; movies are shit; the internet is shit; even 4chan is shit now. They've sterilised everything that was good.
atleast someone wants to have sex with you

unless you were planning on raping someone
>>212666045
>You need to meet a nice girl and start a family.

I'm almost 30. My last girlfriend was in high school and I was scared of her. Women in my age group outpaced me developmentally by the time they were like, 12. From their perspective, I'm like a retarded little boy. Stuck and never progressed.

Do you think the average woman, with a career, life experience, plenty of ex-boyfriends who were better-looking than me, smarter than me, funnier than me, richer than me, better than me, wants to date a retarded little boy? No, of course not.
>>24538391
I'm fucking dying to put the books down and get a real job but nobody will fucking hire me. I'm starting to resent reading.
I live in fucking shitty exurb hell and I dont have a car so im fucked
I have 2 degrees and cant even get a job at mcdonalds. I hate my parents for moving to this shithole and having the nerve to raise me here.
>pre transition
>have lots of sex, multiple gfs, generally enjoy topping and prefer putting my dick in people's assholes
>early transition
>think I hate my dick and want to be a chastity cage wearing bottom for the rest of my life
>become an incredible bottom
>can take massive dicks
>have an abusive relationship and start to hate bottoming
>start using my dick again
>my dick shrunk 1.5 inches
>can't properly enjoy topping anymore unless its a hyper specific set of angles
>tried hooking up tonight
>awkwardly try to rail the bottom with my rock hard 4 inch shenis
>condom keeps fucking me up
>can't stay inside him
>jerk off into my hand, go home
>contemplate suicide
>can't enjoy bottoming anymore because trauma makes me not want to lose power
>can't enjoy topping anymore because my dick is too short to stay inside someone during sex
I wish i didn't let my gock shrink I'm a fucking retard
What do I do if im too gay for the chuds but too chuddy for the gays?
I live in California in a very lib college town. I like crocheting and guns. I like fashion and "brolit" authors like McCarthy. Most people find this combination off-putting in one way or another.

I feel like I have never really belonged because I was raised very christian and got a lot of shit from christians but I don't really hate christians. I don't hate anybody. It feels like in order to be part of the LGBT/Chud ingroup you have to hate an outgroup. At least thats how it feels here.

I think its just California? Its probably just California. idk. Anybody else deal with this?
>Having to boil eggs in a kettle because the induction cooker broke
>looking for entry level jobs
>between 30%-40% of them have spanish fluency as a requirement
happens iyc?
It's my birthday today.